I just promised my self that am no longer going to write about sorrow. It is me who determines my future. Not the tears of the people I love who thinks they know what best for me. Or even the resistance from almost every one in the world. All I know is one truth. “Dreams doesn’t choose us, we choose them”. And as long as we are living , dreams are the engine that keep us moving toward more unpredictable and promising achievements.
Sometimes, we find out how lucky and gifted we are. Just considering what I been through, and how I were able to learn from it and grow makes me so grateful. Troubles are just a part of life, just as laughs and tears. When I think back of obstacles I overcame moments where I was so mad at my life. I found out that the only way to let go was to forgive, and sometimes forget. One of the lessons I learnt was that we need to remember that we are not living in this life forever. We will have a life afterwards that will be based on our deeds in this life we are living in now.
There are times when I wondered or even tried to imagine how I would react if I was born in a different situation, like a country in war or even in an environment full of drugs and troubles. That is when I always realize how much fortunate I am just to have the life I lived in. Teachers in school that been and always are a great inspiration for me when I had trouble in home. People out there who believed in me , when I lost believing in my self. People who helped me understand that this life is full of goodness as badness, so we need to celebrate the goodness and stay away from the badness. Because one day Allah will reward us on our deeds. I won’t be able to count all the people I met or knew that had a touch on my life. But I am grateful, and I will always try to remember what they did, and also to inspire young generations like me to be strong and to know how to leave their finger prints in a better world they will create.
© Princess of Rain 2010
Sometimes, we find out how lucky and gifted we are. Just considering what I been through, and how I were able to learn from it and grow makes me so grateful. Troubles are just a part of life, just as laughs and tears. When I think back of obstacles I overcame moments where I was so mad at my life. I found out that the only way to let go was to forgive, and sometimes forget. One of the lessons I learnt was that we need to remember that we are not living in this life forever. We will have a life afterwards that will be based on our deeds in this life we are living in now.
There are times when I wondered or even tried to imagine how I would react if I was born in a different situation, like a country in war or even in an environment full of drugs and troubles. That is when I always realize how much fortunate I am just to have the life I lived in. Teachers in school that been and always are a great inspiration for me when I had trouble in home. People out there who believed in me , when I lost believing in my self. People who helped me understand that this life is full of goodness as badness, so we need to celebrate the goodness and stay away from the badness. Because one day Allah will reward us on our deeds. I won’t be able to count all the people I met or knew that had a touch on my life. But I am grateful, and I will always try to remember what they did, and also to inspire young generations like me to be strong and to know how to leave their finger prints in a better world they will create.
© Princess of Rain 2010
