I want to start by thanking Allah on all of his graces on me .I am so thankful for who I am ,for what I did and his blessing for me through out my life. Lately, I was so self centered ,I was a bit sensitive ,feeling so unfair as usual and that the whole world hates me .And whenever I start remembering how many things I hadn't, that people had I become more sad. Looking at the world through a black glasses, not seeing all the brightness and glimmer that allah gave to us .
I felt how selfish I was when I saw people dying in my country and I had no way to help them ,I couldn't do any thing for them .My people ,the people that filled my world with morals ,dreams and hopes. Every kid over there is hoping to get better education that am getting here and am still not satisfied .I promised my self, that I will go back teach every one in my country, give them the hope to pursuit for happiness not only in life but also after death. I promise that am going to remind my self every time. whenever I used to get upset ,cry ,be frustrated I remember that am not here to cry or relax .I have a mission of generations to create ,a mission of a country to build .A mission that I wont give up except when its done.
I promise if am going to be alive that I will bring the smile back by the help of allah to kids in my country.
There wont be thinking of helping families instead of playing any more .I will bring back the stolen childhood from them. No more thinking of how tomorrow will be !.
Allah please help me to get there ,and keep thanking you for all of your graces .Allah please make my heart full with faith and Eman so I will pursue for my goals and I will get you satisfaction now and life after death.
I felt how selfish I was when I saw people dying in my country and I had no way to help them ,I couldn't do any thing for them .My people ,the people that filled my world with morals ,dreams and hopes. Every kid over there is hoping to get better education that am getting here and am still not satisfied .I promised my self, that I will go back teach every one in my country, give them the hope to pursuit for happiness not only in life but also after death. I promise that am going to remind my self every time. whenever I used to get upset ,cry ,be frustrated I remember that am not here to cry or relax .I have a mission of generations to create ,a mission of a country to build .A mission that I wont give up except when its done.
I promise if am going to be alive that I will bring the smile back by the help of allah to kids in my country.
There wont be thinking of helping families instead of playing any more .I will bring back the stolen childhood from them. No more thinking of how tomorrow will be !.
Allah please help me to get there ,and keep thanking you for all of your graces .Allah please make my heart full with faith and Eman so I will pursue for my goals and I will get you satisfaction now and life after death.
My country ,people I missed you so much I know am late and am trying to race the time to be there ..forgive me for being late !
