So happy ! that the way I am .Each time I face more difficulties I know am so close to achieve my dreams .Sometimes I feel every thing is going very slow around me .Others I feel that am not being able to catch up !but neither ways I feel happy living the moments and feeling satisfied about my self .I used to hate doing mistakes ,but guess what making mistakes is the best way to learn ! so am not sad any more !.when I make mistake I promise my self that I will never make it again and I try to do the right thing .Life is a collection of experiences ,so go face the life ,never hesitate you are always the best .Aims are not far away they are waiting for me to get them .Stars are so high ,but how would I feel when I reach it ,being able to look at all the earth !!.I want to experience that feeling ,thats why every day I promise my self ,write in my diary what I want to do in life things that will make allah satisfied and make me feel proud and happy .I know sometimes people say that I never have fun but I don't care I know am gana reach my dream (dream journy with its difficulties is the joy of life)
Thanks allah I just finished 6 of my midterms .I still have two more( they never end) ..Am happy that I did well in them and I hope that my hope to get A in all courses will come true inshallah.My plans has never been changed yet I want to do them all I have no time to have fun if I want to get to them fast .I know I will be able to do them inshallah .
I was a little bit upset of one of my teachers cause he gave us a very hard exam and he said you suppoesed to know that, all what I know is that I read alot but I never saw that before and its not my fault that he didn't explain it but this has made me to insist that I will do my best to be the best .Hardworking is the only way and I will do it inshallah .
I missed reading other books than the ones am supposed to,so I will do some reading and drawing this weekend I know I have many exams and quizes for next week but I had to draw it take off some of the negative energy I get during studying!!! ..
Just hopping that every one would be able to reach it there !!
I love this song and I wanted to share it !
This weekend I was trying to set goals for me to acheive during this year .They were getting my driving license , open my own buisness ,Getting As in all courses and finally wining the compition I have participated in (Art and the research ones)..These are the main aims ..there are some others like having fun more than before .Doing new achievments specially drawing that I miss alot.
Improving my personality comes on the top of the list too .All what am going to do is to lean on allah in every thing keep praying and working hard so I will make my dreams true ..I'll never get sad or upset inshallah and even if I did its gana be the fuel for me to become stronger and successful..
Hope every to have a successful life!
Today we met our teacher who is responsible about my research project ..it was my life dream and getting the time and support to do it made me feel that my dream has come true ..Sometimes we keep hoping ,feeling that nothing will change but usually surprises come when we don't expect it ..I learnt to live my day ..day by day ..never regret yesterday and always dream of the best ..never get sad if you fall ..remeber that sun fall to shine !..
Hope..dreams ..happiness ..faith in god ..never lose them..
I couldn't write since while I got busy with studying ..Any way ,I am back now ..
I saw people every where .. every one carrying a hope of being special just because they were under estimated one day or all the time.I faced that before but I learnt that none can affect me ..I became more stronger day by day and always trying to transfer this strenght to all people ..What do you think ..is that true ??
Yesterday I watched a movie instead of studying physics which I studied later on .I cried a lot because it was a drama movie .what I liked the most about it that it discusses a problem that we are facing nowadays. People are treating each other differently because of many things .Now the point is that I we are human beings ,so people should respect us and treat us as we are .They need to respect our feelings, decision and hopes .To give us some free space to find out who we really are and what we want to be . To learn from our mistakes and explore the world. Learn, taste ,love ,cry and feel .We are not robots we are human being .
Any way there was a girl called Carla she was mentally retired .Her Mother send her for a period of her life since she was a kid to learn in a special school and to be observed by a Dr. She was a kid in my opinion a unique person .She noticed she was different and tried hardly to overcome her disability by joining a public school. Her happiness was indescribable when she got C because she proved to her self that she can be like others. She doesn't think the same way people usually do think nowadays .For example if we fight me and a friend no one will forgive the other even sometimes the reason can be silly .We forgot how to forgive ..we forget sympathy ..I saw that most people avoid dealing with mentally retired people cause they don't know how or they don't want to hurt there feeling .That’s true but still I feel that they have to learn try and ask under observation ..I felt really sorry for Carla cause her mother tried to control her life I know she thinks that she knows what will be better for her .And the same was with Danniel his Father was the controlling one .It’s really frustrating when people control other specially grown ups .
The end was really nice I liked that every one of them has taken the decision to start there own life. And the most nicest part was when the mother said to Carla “who would take care of you” and Carla answered “Danniel” .Then the mother said “he needs someone to take care of him” and then respond “ we will takcare of each other”. Happy Ending!! In my opinion Carla was gifted I believe that, but no one understood her ..
Every day I had to take a Taxi to work and I should come back with it too ..this has opened my eyes on many things ..life styles ..how people wakeup every day to go to work ..lazy ones that never finish work on time ..I have learnt that once you work with lazy people you will become lazy at the end too ..that how it goes ..when you seek with the best you will be like them .. today I was saying if I can get the chance to study abroad an work I will finish in l less than 2 years ..I meant it but my friend laugh I was sad cause I can do it if i get the chance but at the end I have to go with life ..there are signs left every where and we should follow it to find the right way ..thats life and every day I find out that there were many things that I didn't had a clue for them..
One funny thing thats happen to me is that every day people wait in a line to get a Taxi and I haven't done that for a month I used to catch the taxis and they used to laugh at me I never wondered why are they ..I was breaking the law there funny ..I had to stand in a line like school to get a taxi..
nice funny thing ..for today hope u all to have fun !!!!
Oh ..life was hard on me some times ..usually we go through hard times and sometimes good ones but the most important thing is to learn from it ..i have learnt alot and thank god am happy ..I learnt to appreciate every thing even if it small..
Every day on my way to work and even when i come back from it i see lots of people ..some are suffering others are poor ..some are rich and some are having fun ..thats life I realized that world is not just what I see ..some times people life and actually they are inpain just not to hurt the people they loved ..some can't even cry they kept holding there tears till they forgot how to cry ..and feel like a human being ..
lots of things these for now ..I gara go to do many things planing for my time and drawing and reading ..
Learn how to live life that what am gana say ..try and by experince you will end up expert in life !!!!
Best regards
the princess of rain
Today I finished my job at the office ..it was a little bit boring but I did it all ..it was an acheivment for me ..I was happy cause I felt that every one want to help me and make me feel comfortable ..they kept asking about me which made me happy am not used to that !!!..I know that they want to make sure that I will get used to them ..I did I know am having some difficulties in communicating with them but I 'll do my best ..
I have started my new work on monay and it was interesting at the begining ..but
I had to do lots of reading assignments before ..I admit I like reading but not that much ( reading storiesspecialy) ..and some how I was forced to read alot of scientific information ..At the begining I got bored but after a while I got interested and I found it was fun !!! I know the sight of the folders are scary but I admit I got used to it and I like it since I found related topics to my studies ..and am wishing to do my best inshallah in it ..I am going to start making a powerpoint presentation and reports so I can add them to my achievment folder and submit the rest to the boss..wish me luck!!!
Am very happy today ..my sister wedding is coming !!! I have been busy these days with helping them ..I have many to do ..have fun every one I hope all the days to be happiness for every one ..
Today was the first day for me to write in the blog ...I got this website frm one of my best friends Leah !!... thanks alot friend I really apreciate that now am gana have aplace where I can share my thoughts ,ideas and emotions with the whole world ..
I have many work to do .still waiting for the response for working ..I can't wait cause am gana die to start my first job in my whole life !!!!.
