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I am fine ..am fine

a sentence I kept singing all the time..

my soul am fine ..

a lie I kept telling every sunshine ..

but..am not fine

I know am not fine ..

its feels like am carrying a world on my shoulders..

a world of sorrow and pain ..

kept saying no more crying around..

but ..I can't cry any more..

kept saying wait for tommorow cause its gana be fine..

but ..it was worst than what I imagined..

kept sleeping and dreaming ..

that the prince will come ..

and that all the tears would be gone ..

but there were no prince..no happiness ..

and my tears has just dried ..

Kept saying tommorow..

I will get there where I belong..

but I lost even my way back home..

Kept singing no matter I felt the pain..

so birds wouldn't stop singing along ..

but I had to stop ..

and all the birds were died..

kept hoping and wishing to live ..

but all what I got was a pencil and a pen..


6 comments:

  1. goatman
    April 21, 2008 at 10:52 PM

    Your words sadden me as they show how sad you are. I send you a hope, a flower of hope that you may see the good, the possible, the best in the future which is not for us to know yet.
    I studied engineering (mechanical) and the chem. building always smelled of sulphur and chemicals. But the mechanical building smelled of oil and engine smoke, a place of industrial levers and meachanical gizmos and gadgets.

    I wish you well, thanks for visiting my ducks.

  1. Princess of rain
    April 22, 2008 at 11:34 AM

    I am really sorry I did sadden you .I don't mean it and I guess I have to stop writing like this cause it hurts people.This is the space where I can express my self without thinking just say what come up to my mind .So sorry again I was happy when I visited your blog it was pretty sweet:) .
    Sometimes I feel that I kept studying that I forgot how to live!
    Friend I will never lose hope just lean on god cause he knows what best for us .

  1. DeSeRt AmBiTiOn
    April 23, 2008 at 11:29 PM

    DEAR MY SIS,

    I BELIEVE YOU CAN FLY, WITH THE WINGS OF YOUR BRILLIANT AND GRAND HOPE… KEEP ON DREAMING AND FIGHTING… AND I PROMISE YOU, YOU WILL BE FINE …SINCE, OTHERS AND I, WILL STAND BY YOUR SIDE, FOREVER ^.^

    WiTh My LoVe AnD ReSpEcT,
    DA

  1. goatman
    May 3, 2008 at 10:13 PM

    Do not be sorry for your writings. Life is not always happy and you need to write how you feel. I just look forward to reading that you see hope and beauty. You must look for it.
    Thanks for visiting my ducks.

  1. Princess of rain
    May 8, 2008 at 10:55 AM

    goatman thanks again for you..
    I said that cause I felt I have sadden the people I loved these days ,I know sometimes we have no choice we just need to move on ,,and I guess thats how it's now ..Thanks again friends like you and DA makes me feel strong and that am not alone ..I will not let you down friends no matter what ! .

  1. Anonymous
    May 8, 2008 at 7:55 PM

    sis, where are you? :(
    Looking forword to seeing your next post

    faithfully,
    DA

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